Well, thought this would be kind of a bio, instead I am just going to share about how I live my life. Been livin’ it clean for over 14 years by the Grace of God!! A single mother of a 6 year old autistic boy, which is quite challenging when I am still just a kid at heart. Frustrating at times, tries my patience, and I just don’t feel like I am a very good mother. I wouldn’t change any of it for a second. It’s made me who I am today. I am starting to love me (just a little)…still not happy with the outside looks department, that I will get to work on with a friend of mine’s help. Just got done raking a VERY big backyard, which I wish had a fence around so the dogs and my son could run around without having to worry about anything. Well, next year at this time, we will be living somewhere in Arizona!!! In a BIG city, with LOTS TO DO!!! Meetings whenever I want, meeting new friends so we can go out and have a good time, sober!! Find an awesome babysitter for my son, who will be attending an AWESOME SCHOOL (I hope) with NO COMMON CORE BEING TAUGHT!! Not asking for much, am I? Oh and to meet a REALLY nice guy who will love me and my son just as we are!! Maybe David Caruso will show up???
I WAS AT MY OLD RECOVERY CLUB, 51 CLUB IN HENDERSON, NEVADA. I SAW DAVID CARUSO WALK UP AND START TALKING TO SOME OF MY FRIENDS. I WAS BREATHING ERRATICALLY AND SPEECHLESS. MY FRIEND, MAX, CAME UP TO ME AND ASKED WHAT WAS WRONG. I TOLD HIM I WAS CRAZY ABOUT DAVID!! HE SAID “WHY DON’T YOU TELL HIM?” I LOOKED AT HIM LIKE HE WAS THE ONE CRAZY…HE SAID “JUST A MINUTE, I’LL BE RIGHT BACK”. ABOUT 5 MINUTES LATER, DAVID CARUSO WALKED RIGHT UP TO ME AND SAID HI! I FLIPPED!! HE SAID “YOUR FRIEND, MAX, SAID YOU HAD SOMETHING TO SAY TO ME?” DAMN!! “YEAH, I’M A REAL BIG FAN!” YOU ARE SUCH A CHICKEN!! “THAT IS NOT WHAT HE TOLD ME?” UH OH!! “WHAT DID HE TELL YOU?” “WHY DON’T WE GO HAVE SOME DINNER AND TALK ABOUT IT?” HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND ME AND LED ME TO HIS CAR.
At dinner, we spoke of our common interests, dreams…we had so much in common, I was truly amazed. My flash forward had David and I together driving down the Strip in Vegas and I think some time may have passed since at every stop light he made it a point to kiss me until I went crazy!!! We went to a nice dinner at The Encore where he told me how much he was in love with me and I responded with the same. He said “I think it is time to make this official.” He walked over to my side of the table, got down on one knee, and said, “La Donna, you make my whole world spin!! I can’t think of anything else but you. Will you please make me a VERY happy man by becoming my beautiful blushing bride?” I started to cry and not knowing what to say (I was in deep shock), I said “HELL YEAH!!” LOL!!! Anyway, that is when I woke up!!1 Damn it!!